stress is killing me.. trying to do my project now.. but... sigh:( don noe wad is happening to tis world nowadays.. everything is so stress.. head goin to burst any moment.. gt so mani things to tink about.. don noe wad is good for me and wad is not.. feeling bad now.. 'she' think tat wad 'she' is doin to me is good.. but i don tink so.. 'she' is juz so proud.. onli tinking of her own feeling not caring about others but herself.. keep on forcing ppl to do tis and tat.. sian loh.. i do not noe y she is like tis.. sadded.... anyway, muz jy for my project le.. haha:) trying to do..dateline is next week and i haven even reallie started yet.. i will always be in tis last min thinggy.. sigh... do not noe y i love last min.. haha:) should change my name to last min.. was suppose to go zoo tis sat with sixgurls.. but i don tink i can make it le... sian loh... cos of my stupid project and exam.. sadded again.. so much things happen over tis past few months... friends, work, sch....... mani more.. unable to explain.. haha:) okay mugging now..... haha:) life is full of up and downs.. i muz keep looking forward.. hahA:) oh yah.. love my blog song.. haha:) muz listen.. haha:P


reply tags here.. too lazy to type in de tagboard.. haha:) to quak: haha:) okay i will try to tink of u all... and go shopping with u.. haha:)

mei xian: haha:) u everyday gt different group partner de ah?? how teacher chose de?? she any how pick??
okay stress belongs to u.. crazy belongs to me.. haha:) weird right? and siaoness belongs to mei xian..
to cylvi: haha:) ur sis can help u right?? haha:) i also need help in my studies.. jyjy for ur o level.. haha:)

haha:) super stress juz now.. no ideas for my photoshop.. now feeling so much better after listening to my music.. love classical music.. make me relax.. haha:) juz did finish my photoshop image.. haha:) juz now went out with parents to watch the dark knight.. the show was super long.. 2 and an half hour.. haha:) quite exciting.. rate it 3/5... haha:) love tat esprit shirt i saw.. sob sob:( 79.70 bucks.. so ex.. no money to buy.. anyone want to sponser me?? haha:) okay now is 2.17 le.. gtg and slp soon... haha:) i want tat shirt so much.. haha:) i wish now faster exam over, faster holiday.. than can work and can faster buy tat shirt.. haha:)

still waiting
me and her.. under the void deck
my eyes one big one small.. haha:)
staring at hui xin.. haha:)
i look funnie.. haha:P
she take super long to do tis action
tis is de miss hui xin.. hahA:)
haha:) finally back.. lazy to update.. haha:) okay nothing much happen on tues.. nothing nuch happen on wed also.. i tink.. i tink i am having loss term memory.. i cannot reallie rmb wad happen on tue and wed.. haha:) okay.. thurs.. went to meet mei xian and hui xin after sch.. went to meet hui xin at ps first before goin to meet mei xian in compass point.. we went to burger king to eat dinner.. haha:) nice meall onli hui xin don like.. haha:) super full.. than after tat, walk around compass point for a while.. than me and hui xin went to serangoon... i company hui xin sit at blk 204 there to wait for the miao hua to come.. it was onli at 7 plus than he came.. okay.. than after tat, went hm le after talking to them for a while.. haha:) todae did not went sch.. nothing much anyway.. went to meet hui xin.. we went to ps to eat pizza hut.. than went hm... haha:) was called to go sub class on aug 1,8 and 15.. so sian loh.. onli i hav. sob sob:( poor me.. haha:) nvr mind.. at least de teacher cares about me.. haha:) okay tmr goin to wach the dark knight.. haha:) okay todae gt pic to upload.. hahA:) uploading in process........... reply tags..
to mei xian: okay lets sad together.. haha:) yah it is their fault right? haha:) heart broken.. i talking rubbish lah.. don noe feel like tat at tat moment.. haha:) the riddle veri cute right?
to cyndi: sat go zoo.. haha:) at last also cannot go.. haha:) we all super busy le.. anyway, so long nvr c u le... haha:)
to cylvi: i was talking about de jooke.. haha:) don u find it is super funnie? i read tat time, i laugh like siao..
to pris: haha:) hey hey.. gt nothing better to do?
i update le loh.. is u nvr update.. anyway, de riddle is at the second or third post i tink.. the red part.. haha:)
to c: haha:) yah boys sucks.. haha:) anyway, who ar u ah??

in sch now.. got nothing to do.. feeling awful.. sob sob:( feeling like vomitting.. should not hav come sch todae.. sian loh.. teacher also nvr teach.. juz went off like tat.. and sch is onli until 11.30.. i am feeling super bad now.. feel like juz not moving and sitting there like a stone.. sob sob:( y do u hav to go so far away from me, where i could not reach u? love u so.. my heart is like breaking..... crushing.. i am juz happie thinking of u.. but y can;t u juz tink of me one min?? juz one min will do.. sigh:(

loving u is a painful thing..

todae did not went sch.. rest at hm.. was super tired.. and could not move.. sian:( hate being sick.. is like i cannot even move and feel so lifeless.. but still i went out on sunday to hav my dinner.. haha:) mummy, bought for me a bag from charles and keith.. so happie.. haha:) thanks mummy.. okay now i can finally put my lappie in my bag.. haha:) tmr goin to sch alreadi.. so sian.. don feel like goin to sch.. but don want to be sick.. how nice can tat be.. haha:) no pic temporay.. i noe it is boring.. haha:) but i am super lazy to upload pic now.. so.. haha:) tmr sch starting at 8 but i am still here blogging.. haha:) goin to slp soon.. i can't wait for holiday.. but be4 holiday there is exam. so sick..hope i can pass.. if not hav to repeat modules.. which i do not want.. okay gtg and slp le.. haha:)
love is so painful..

suddenly i began to miss u

feeling so sick... sob sob:( hate being sick.. feeling so bad inside.. coughing like crazy.. sian.. todae had cip.. was fun.. although i was not feeling veri well.. we did 7 blocks.. i tink.. collected lots and lots of newspaper.. haha:) was fun goin door by door collecting newspaper.. haha:) after tat, went to bugis to eat.. they ate pasta.. and i ate.. i forget wad is tat call le.. whatever.. hehe:) went to company pris to c lin yoga.. was super packed there.. until i nearly cannot breath.. moreover it was raining.. super sian lah.. but was fun lah.. but end up, i went hm leave pris there by herself.. so sorrie.. i felt so bad lah.. sigh:( okay after tat went hm.. tat all for todae.. oh ya.. yesterday quit my 'job' i did not expected tat to happen.. it juz happen all so fast.. i did not even hav time to explain myself.. hahA:) nvr mind since it is over.. okay.. sian.. exam ar coming again.. sob sob:( projects ar nvr ending.. busy enough and now still sick.. sian.. okay gtg and slp le.. tmr still need to do project.. hope i will be able to do at least something... haha:)

todae went for de training again.. haha:) talk to de manager for damm long.. mmmm... lets say around 2 hours.. haha:) okay at least he was okay.. haha:) decideing whether to work or not.. sian.. anyway, saw tis joke on de web juz now.. i decided to copy and paste in my blog.. haha:) super funnie lah.. hahA:) hope de person will not kill me.. haha:)

A taxi passenger tapped the driver on the shoulder to ask him a question. The driver screamed, lost control of the car, nearly hit a bus, went up on the footpath, and stopped centimeters from a shop window.

For a second everything went quiet in the cab, then the driver said, "Look mate, don't ever do that again. You scared the daylights out of me!"

The passenger apologized and said, "I didn't realize that a little tap would scare you so much." The driver replied, "Sorry, it's not really your fault. Today is my first day as a cab driver - I've been driving a funeral van for the last 25 years.

friday was suppose to go for training again.. but i do not noe if i am goin or not.. althought i hav promise the person.. since i saw negative comments about tat...sian loh.. and my mom is like also against it... mmmm... tinking tinking.. zzzzz... okay goin to do my project le.. haha:)

todae is a.... should i say unlucky or should i say it is a rare experience.. todae went to sch at 9.. java lesson for 3 hours.. sob sob:( than went for lunch break.. after eating at gc 4, we went to meet zac,alfred and jia jun at fc6.. we wanted to do our CD project(roleplay) so we chose a place.. we went up to level3 from level1.. than decided to go back to level 1.. as they saw place.. so we took the lift down.. went it reach level1, it suddenly stop.. i thought it is juz taking a little longer than last time.. so we waited.. after a while, we than discovered tat de LIFT BREAK DOWN.. omg.. so'suay' in sch also gt trap in de lift.. we kept pressing de alarm.. hahA:) everyone outside were banging de lift door.. hahA:) we stayed in there quite long.. around 15 to 20 mins.. super funnie... zac called stanley to rescue us out.. hahA:) finally the guy came.. haha:) hope it will not happen again.. luckily i was not alone.. nothing else for todae.todae evan gt exam after sch.. so did not went hm with her.. sob sob:( but went hm with pris and ryan.. at least onli until raffles place.. haha:) yesterday, went to de job so called training with hui xin, mei xian and boon keong.. haha:) super boring.. until can slp.. after tat, went to bugis to eat dinner with them when to food junction to eat.. haha:) we ate de same things again.. korean noodles.. oh ya.. saw pris there too.. hahA:) after tat, we went to bugis village and went to look for mei xian shoes.. haha:) she bought one super nice lah.. i also want.. sob sob:( wait until i save alot of money.. than i can shop like mad.. haha:) tat all for todae.. gt nothing to blog le.. will blog again..oh yah.. to my tags.. don noe wad to reply lah.. all is spam de.. okay reply here.. to hui xin,mei xian and cylvi: u and mei xian and cylvi gt nothing better to do?? haha:) okay i also gt nothing better to do though..haha:)

i did not blog for 3 days le... haha:) went to bishan library with mei xian and hui xin on thursday..haha:) we went to eat kfc in bishan, than we kept on laughing and laughing non -stop..cos tat crazy hui xin saw someone spill drink on himself.. haha:) okay don be so bad.. than, we went to bishan library to study.. haha:) each study different things, i study my java, mei xian do her quiz, and hui xin study her accounts i tink.. haha:) me and hui xin had to sit veri properly, cos we wore skirt.. and still had to sit on de floor.... after studying for 2 hours plus, we went hm.. haha:) took pics, but lazy to upload again.. so next time than upload.. todae, actually went to sch, to do project de.. but at last becos of some reasons, went to bugis library with pris ans shirley to do my java project...haha:)manage to do de frame.. but still could not find de correct layout.. will try again tmr..after tat, wen to bugis junction to eat lunch. guess wad i eat.. i ate kfc again.. sian loh.. goin to be a pig soon.. beside us de table, ppl kept sharing table.. is like two ppl or three ppl tat do nt noe each other, sat together.. for two times.. haha:) weird right.. after tat, we went to the cinema and sat there to do our CD stuffs.. but end up we did nothing.. haha:) we like having camp there like tat.. damm funnie.. haha:) and when we were about to go, there is tis group of malay ppl, say us.. so wad lah.. i tink they gt nothing better to do loh.. than went to meet mei xian and hui xin and we went hm together.. haha:) okay goin to stop here le.. goin to slp le.. super tired todae.. now is 12.20am le.. tmr still need to go eunos to don noe do wad job thinggy.. hope everything will turn out okay..haha:)

tis time, my turn
pris covering her face.. haha:) don dare to look at ppl.. haha:)
okay tis pic i look so ugly.. but who cares..hehe:)
black and white image.. cool

in webp lesson.. hahA:)
i look so weird lah.. copied from zacc de..
class photo.. don noe where am i mah..haha:)
todae end sch at 12.. than went to boonlay to eat long john silver.. haha:) suddenly hav de feel to eat long john.. so there we went.. hehe:) than after tat, take mrt hm with shirley.. i feel so kuku.. cos i forget tat i can go hm by raffles place.. haha:) when i reach hm, i immediatly fall asleep all the way until 7.. too tired le... haha:) sounds like a pig.. i don noe y tis feel days again so tired.. sian lo.. tmr gt sch from 9 to 4.. so sian.. was suppose to do project tmr de.. but was postpone to friday.. sian loh i friday cannot.. so don noe how now.. now having conference.. 6 ppl in one conversation.. haha:) was suppose to meet mei xian and hui xin for dinner tmr de.. but now don noe le.. sian loh.. okay goin to play my game le.. oh ya.. i hav four project on hand and suppose to pass up all on aug 1.. and i haven even start doin at all.. die le lah.. hope idea can drop from de sky lah.. i need ideas.. i muz do 10 pages of web page.. and i hav no ideas at all.. java sucks lah.. todae i don even understand wad teacher is talking about.. and i still muz do project.. sob sob:( stress out le lah..sian..oh yah.. gt class photo.. we took tat day.. onli cannot c my face.. gt block by 'someppl'.. hehe:)oh yah.. gt somemore pic de.. but lazy to uplaod.. haha:) wait for next time blog gt nothing than upload.. hahA:)

todae is a tiring day.. went to sch at 9.. at around 12.30, whole class went to some of the flats near sp... whole class went to put their bag in jiajun house.. than we divided into groups of 6 and went to blocks to give flyers.. hehe:) fun but quite tiring.. hahA:) we are giving out flyers to tell de resident tat we will be collecting recycled materials on 19 june from 10-5.. haha:) tat day will be a super tiring day.. i can predict..okay after giving out de flyers, me,shirley and pris went to city hall to watch the hancock.. quite nice.. rate it 3/5.. a bit boring in de front but quite interesting at the back.. haha:) than went hm to wat dinner, than hui xin came to my house to watch kungfu panda.. hehe:) she even fall asleep while watching.. we were like staring into space instead of watching..hehe:) the subtitles are crazy.. it did not even fit wad they are talking about..so sucky.. sian.. tmr hav nothing on.. finally a day to rest.. leg cramps now.. hahA:) thursday, goin to do CD project, so sian.. still muz act.. sigh:( hope i will not keep on laughing.. hehE:) oh yah.. said i wanted to post pic, but forget.. hehe:) and too lazy.. next time will post all at one time.. tired now.. zzzzz.. oh yah.. i muz faster read on my java.. sian loh.. haha:)

haha:P back to post.. yesterday went to bishan with parents to walk around.. wanted to gt leggings from hyposis.. but at last.. did not.. maybe later goin to gt it.. hahA:) gt lots of pics from de heibaihua gang.. hehe:) we been crazy recently.. took damm lots of pics.. hehe:) tmr start sch again.. super sian.. gt damm lot of project suddenly.. gt oopg project, which hav to do in pairs.. and gt wed design and web publishing project.. but hav to do almost de same things.. we hav to create 10 pages of our own hm page.. sian.. no ideas.. moreover we hav to do two times.. i tink i will create both almost de same.. who cares right?? no like teacher goin to take and compare.. haha:) i am walking towards my dream of newzealand..hehE:) saving money.. hahA:) later goin out.. mom wanted to watch bank job with me.. but too bad.. i am too small.. it is rated r21.. so.. i cannot go in.. haha:) so i tink she is goin to watch with dad.. okay goin to post pic le... hope they will not kill me haha:)

so clear until we can c the reflection
beautiful lah.. jus like an art..
tis is super clear
omg so nice
sigh:( i want to go there..


todae, woke up late.. was late for sch.. luckily was not veri late.. okay.. results ar sucky.. sigh:( end sch at 4 todae.. went to orchard to collect pris phone with her and shirley.. after tat went to eat mac.. than went hm.... damm tired todae.. todae i am super kpo lah.. don feel like goin to sch tmr.. headache.. project is finally settle.. but still super confusing.. who cares right? whatever.. it is all still de same.. i am damm sleepy now.. don noe wad is happening to me.. i tink i am goin to be sick soon.. i feel like juz lying there and not move and i feel super tired easily... sigh:( one thing to be happie about is tat tmr is FRIDAY.. hehe:) last day of de weekdays.. haha:) can gt to slp for a longer time.. feeling headache now and stress up for no reasons.. feeling tat whatever feeling.. i don even feel like goin to sch tmr.. how nice i can cuddle in my bed for de whole day tmr.. and juz not tink of anything and juz slp and slp.. tat will be nice man... zzzzzzz... looking for nice songs.. anyone, intro... nice english songs???? now suddenly hav the urge of goin to new zealand by myself.. i love de beautiful scenery there.. looks so peaceful and beautifull... I WANT TO GO.... okay a brief summary about :(new zealand is an island nation in the south-western Pacific Ocean comprising two main landmasses (the North Island and the South Island) and numerous smaller islands, most notably Stewart Island/Rakiura and the Chatham Islands. The indigenous Māori named New Zealand Aotearoa, which is commonly translated into English as The Land of the Long White Cloud. The Realm of New Zealand also includes the Cook Islands and Niue, which are self-governing but in free association; Tokelau; and the Ross Dependency (New Zealand's territorial claim in Antarctica).

New Zealand is notable for its geographic isolation, situated about 2000 km (1250 miles) southeast of Australia across the Tasman Sea, and its closest neighbours to the north are New Caledonia, Fiji and Tonga. During its long isolation New Zealand developed a distinctive fauna dominated by birds, many of which became extinct after the arrival of humans and the mammals they introduced.)

mmmm.. i muz reallie reallie save money le.. haha:) i keep wanting so mani things tis few days.. okay i am goin to slp le.. zzzzzzz... oh yah.. show pics of the beautiful scenry of new zealand.. haha:) i am sure ppl will fall inlove with it.. :)

End sch at 12 todae... went to find hui xin and cyndi at outram park, than we went to bugis together.. went to eat mos, than went to bugis village.. was suppose to company hui xin to buy her dress for the wedding dinner de.. but at last, all of us bought stuffs.. sigh:( can't help but buying.. all the things ar jus too nice.. went to look for hui xin dress first.. than cyndi saw a pretty two peices shirt, and she went in to try and bought it.. than i saw my shirt.. and love it.. so.. there goes my money..there ar so mani pretty dresses..i wish i can buy everything.. sigh:( oh ya.. and i saw one leather bag too in bugis junction.. damm nice and it is real leather..which i was looking for all de while ..the bag is damm nice but damm ex.. it is 158 bucks if i am not wrong.. so i am goin to save money and aim for tat bag.. sigh:( y muz real leather be so ex?? wish i can gt tat bag.. love it so much.. there is a upcoming project.. sigh:( will gt a headache whenever i tink of it.. mmmm... who should i do with?? okay gtg and slp le.. cannot take it.. my panda eyes ar coming out le.. tired..zzzzzzzzzzz....... oh yah.. hui xin sorrie.. i forget u were there.. hehe:)